And it just keeps getting worse. And I know that I have friends and family and a place to sleep where there is a roof and blankets.

But, I'm close to $1,000 in debt. I make about $130 per week. I try to give Hess $100 and then keep the extra to buy cigarettes and food.

"I got debts that no honest man can pay."

And my parents cut me up. I'm not going to finish school. I lost my health insurance and I can't even move back in with them.

So what am I fucking supposed to do? Just keep looking for more work. Hopefully until my dad finally retires and I have have his tools. Pick up where he left off.

Sounds like a recepie for suicide.

No one even takes this seriously.